Being Lonely

I hate being lonely
But I hate myself more
For caring as much as I do
I despise these feelings
Of no self worth
And thinking all the time
'Who could love me?
Who can love a person
That hates them self?'
I try so hard
To push away my envy
When I see exchanges
Between people around me
I try so hard
Not to turn green with jealousy
I should be happy for them
And it makes me feel worse
To have those feelings
At all
I hate being lonely
But I hate myself more
For caring as much as I do


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